Wednesday, March 25, 2026
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The Journey

Thoughts, feelings and experiences since losing my precious angel.

Two Months

Two months ago tonight you became my angel. But then, you were always my angel. . . Tanner, my precious baby, I love you. I so desperately miss you...
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He Got a Dad

Never in a million years did I imagine I would lose my baby when I did. The last few months have been a very difficult...
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Singing for His Dead Brother

Dealing with my own loss feels nearly impossible most days. But dealing with my son's loss? I don't know how to begin. My son found this...

One of My Faves

When it comes to my precious son in Heaven, I have about 23849238 favorite photos. But this is one of the very most favorite of...

LVLKTNR

Baby boy in Heaven... You lived. You loved. You sang loudly. You smiled joyfully. You hugged everyone. You danced without reservation. May we all live -- and love -- a little...
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“Mom Love Me”

My most precious baby boy. My heart. Be with me today. I need you so much. You're more right than you could have ever imagined... Mom...

Where Do I Go Now?

It's been hard to say thank you. Gratitude? No problem. The depth of my appreciation for all who have come alongside me in this heartbreaking...
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Two Years Too Long

I didn't want him. I actually, genuinely didn't want him. This little boy in...

Looking for Love

This morning I woke up, got dressed and quietly snuck out the front door. I didn’t want the dogs to bark. Really, I didn’t want...
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Eigh-teen!!

Since the day my baby boy turned 16 he decided he was going to jump ahead and just be 18. (That's part of the joy...